i've been really tired.
slept but didnt sleep well. woke after 8 hours in bed, feeling exhuasted.
think it has to do with the exercise, for the past one month, i only does my "exercise" at work n other than the 2 trips to the gym in frisco, i've done nothing else. lazy lazy bum.
i saw the same colleague like few times in a month and did like 3 flights with him in a year, and guess what? i saw him again today with his wife, omg. how fated can it be. okay i know this is totally random but still... ha.
i was telling this colleague today after working in this line for sometime, life has become too "exciting" that nothing excites me anymore. everything is comfortable, just very comfortable that there is nothing to look forward to, nothing else that i lack. okay, maybe more love. haha.. i was uttering rubbish, i dont lack any love... shall take back my words.
yes, back to the topic. Just few years ago, i'll get so excited whenever i plan for a trip with my gals... looking forward to that every day just to get the other part of the world for some shopping n maybe beauty therapy. But now, even if it's a holiday, booking will usually be done not more than a month from the date, and holiday is really just another day. Just different place. I'm really not complaining, in fact i'm loving where n how i am now, just looking at how things has changed.
i dont go shopping in sg anymore cuz there is nothing else to shop.
i rarely go town these days cuz there is no more meaning to it.
i dont look forward to weekends anymore cuz it's just another day.
i dont see festivals that important anymore, cuz i'll be working anyway.
i dont feel so fascinated about going new places cuz it's just another place.
my wallet doesnt contain just local currency cuz i need many more....
many things has changed, my lifestyle, my habits, my character, n maybe my words
things has become not so routine, more unpredictable, more exciting...
all good for a gemini baby.
many times i did consider bringing myself down to the ground, but i know i will soon regret it.
